Small Man Chapter 2. The Pursuit

I was the center of my world, a world where every action was justified, every desire a birthright.

The wheels of time rolled on, and I, the Small Man, continued my oblivious journey through life, unaware of my smallness, utterly wrapped in my own universe. I was the centre of my world, a world where every action was justified, every desire a birthright.

My fixation on wealth took on a life of its own, pulling me along for the ride. I mingled with moguls and tycoons, gracing opulent parties and extravagant galas with my carefully rehearsed charm. Yet, as I shook hands and traded promises, a shadow of doubt cast itself across my consciousness. I was corroding.

One fateful evening, I found myself amidst the crème de la crème of the city’s business landscape. The room was thick with aspiration, every polished smile concealing a cunning strategy. I felt simultaneously enticed and repelled by this realm.

There I met the fat man Worthington. An embodiment of immense affluence, his eyes discerning and his handshake strong. This man, an epitome of economic prowess, was someone I both admired and resented. He smelled like fine parfume and pork. He drank wine as though it was water. He looked down on me and I looked up to him.

“Mr. Worthington,” I initiated, my voice artificially steady, “I admire you.”

His eyes scrutinized me briefly before he chuckled. “You’re quite the eager one, aren’t you? What’s your game?”

“I aim to seize what’s rightfully mine,” I declared, my pride inflating with every syllable.

A grin devoid of warmth stretched across his face. “Ah, we have common ground.”

Our interaction was a chess match, each word a tactical maneuver, each sentence a gambit. Mr. Worthington was both a mentor and an obstacle, challenging my skills yet simultaneously underscoring my flaws.

The more I dove into his world, the more my ego swelled, gorging itself on hollow victories. He was a loathsome yet essential rung in my upward climb, a dissonant note in my symphony of ambitions.

I grew callous in both spirit and strategy. Others became mere variables in my formula for wealth. Benevolence was dispensed selectively; self-interest was my guiding star. Each move was rationalized as an essential part of my grand design.

However, for some unknown reason, my insatiable appetite for wealth began to strain my soul. My triumphs felt increasingly vapid; my feats began to lose their shimmer. An insidious, creeping doubt gnawed at my certainty. Was this relentless accumulation truly my endgame?

My world started to contort, mirroring my internal turmoil. Alliances crumbled; friendships turned toxic. I was ensnared in a labyrinth of my own construction, blind to the storm gathering at my periphery.

There I stood, the Small Man, atop a hollow mountain of wealth, blissfully ignorant of my impending collapse. I felt as if I ruled the world, invulnerable to the chaos my hubris had sown. Little did I know, the ground beneath me was eroding, and I was on the precipice of discovering just how small I truly was.

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